Saturday, July 22, 2006

Eating my first cream pie

I get excited by the thought of eating cum. Cum has been a real turn on for me but like most men, I lose the nerve once I've had the orgasm. There have been more than a handful of times I've kept up the nerve enough to do it. I eventually got tired of getting horny and regretting losing my nerve from the last time and just made the decision to force myself to do it. Pretty quickly that opened me up to keeping my nerve on occasion enough to dump a load into some food and eat it or to find some really funky and uncomfortable positions to jerk off straight into my open mouth.

My wife does not mind giving me blow jobs but really has never enjoyed letting me cum in her mouth because she does not like the consistency at all. She's done it a few times and I would try of course to get her to do it more often. When she kept complaining, I asked he what the big deal was and told her to just kiss me afterward to show me. She would ask afterward if I wanted a kiss but I would always back down until eventually she just kissed me without asking. I eventually came across some posts on the internet where men were "forced" to do it or enjoyed doing it to please their wives. This and the kiss took the interest to a whole new level for me.

She sucked me in the shower once (New Year's Eve this past year) and finished me with her hand all over her chest. I swiped my tongue through it and it really surprised her quite a bit. Then this past summer, I had the most amazing sexual experience of my life. We were on our way to Disney World for a vacation. We left the kids with her mother and were talking about sex the whole drive down. One of the topics that came up was going down on her after I came inside her. I joked that I lose the nerve so she would have to make me do it but I knew she never would because she is very timid in bed. Never the aggressor, never the initiator... or so I had thought.

The night of my 30th birthday, I went down on her trying to give her an orgasm, but I just wasn't able to get her over the edge. We had some really hot sex and immediately after I came she looked me straight in the eye and said she wasn't done yet, that I had to make her come. With that, she just pushed my head down and the next thing I knew my cum was smeared over half my face while she pushed me hard against her bucking hips. She ground her pussy into my face and I remember being surprised mostly at how strong she was... she pushed me into her pussy with more force than I thought she had in her and I was getting hard again as I took in the fact that I had just been reduced to her masturbation toy. It was amazing. Her pussy was sooo different after being fucked. It wasn't just the cum, which I admit I enjoyed, but the texture was somehow different, it was hotter, wetter more than what could possibly be from just my load. When she finally came, my quiet timid shy little wife who never uttered a peep during sex was breathing heavy, actually moaning for the first time... well ever. When she settled down and loosened pressure on the back of my head I suddenly became very aware of what had just happened and before I could wipe the cum off my now embarrassed and certainly flushed face, she pulled me up and kissed me hard and deep.

It was absolutely amazing! The fantasy of eating my cum out of her... her sudden dominance over me... the way she took her pleasure into her own hands and used my face as an extension of her own masturbation... the utter humiliation of her seeing me with cum all over my face... nothing else has ever compared.